- Enjolras: IT'S TIME TO TRYYYYY DEFYING MONARCHY
Sometimes I imagine I’m invincible.
Sometimes it occurs to me - I could live, live like this, without need of emotion or feeling or any of that sentiment that’s so horribly damaging, so terribly messed up and which could seep into every crack of my life and just make everything so uncertain and fragile and prone to breaking at a single touch.
Sometimes I almost succeed at it.
But sometimes I get reminded of how horribly human I am, how affected I can be by the littlest of things and how at those moments everything, just everything feels like it’s somehow mired in some congealed pit of despair and I can’t quite seem to navigate my way out of it.
Instead somehow I stop at a moment, and wonder why my face is wet, why my vision’s a little blurry, why my breaths come a little shorter and don’t quite seem as stable as they normally are.
Yuzuru Hanyu - 2014 Worlds Exhibition